Update!!

By request of the pretty and sexy Piao Xue, I shall update! Hahaha.

U know what? I got so much I wanna say that I don’t know where to start! Hahaha.

Well, maybe lets talk about some highlights of the last one week.

TERM TEST CHEATED MY FEELINGS! My gosh, I can’t believe how unreasonably inconsiderate the term test is… I have feelings also ok!? And term test hurt me big time. So in-human. U see, the first day I was feeling happy coz the paper was not bad. Second day I got really exited coz I know how to do the whole thing. Third day I was like, “shit…” Fourth day I went, “damn it…” Final day it made me go, “***CENSORED***”

Sigh… oh well… it’s over now!

Afterwards my class went for a class outing. We went east coast! It was a great day! Afterwards we played pool. And I went on my knees in front of Hui Peng and asked her, “Hui Peng, will u be my girlfriend?” And she was like stunned and laughing and like, what the? But in the end she just said, “no”.
Then I act damn sad la. Got rejected sia. Then after a few hits at the pool table, I went back to kneel infront of Hui Peng, but this time Erika said, “eh say loudly la!”
So I was like, “HUI PEENGG!!”
And her reaction damn cute la. She was like covering her ears and just went “waaaa!!” XD
The second time and third time she did the same reaction every time I shout her name. Hahaha. It was enjoyment to the soul, I tell u.

Anw.

Now’s school holidays… don’t have much plans.

As I told you, so much to say I don’t know what to write. Hahaha.

Well, It’s a very sad feeling when the only one that really knows who I am starts to get pretty far away from me. Not really physically far away, if u know what I mean.
I still find it very hard to really open up. I don’t want sympathy, but I want to have friends that can see me inside out. But well, maybe the problem is also me myself. How can I get one when I don’t even wanna be open? Hahaha, silly, right?

Hmmm… I wonder how many people wanted the same thing I want but face the same problem I have?

Cracking lame jokes, being irritating at times, being loud and do funny stuffs, it’s fun – just things I do to distract myself. =)

Sun rises on the horizon
Light shines in from my window
Thinking of a good reason
Why had you become my shadow

The clock ticks and the day moves on
But it was silence I was dwelling on
As conversations went and passed me by
With your whispers so far away

Evening came and the stars filled the sky
The winds blew and the trees swayOpening my hands outstretched
Longing for your hands untouched

Memories as a poem I write
Written on the pages of my heart
Stories only my soul can recite
You are the only one in my heart

A poem I just wrote for anonymous written out of an inspiration. =P