Hello. X)

Whoa! The world of games can literally eat people! Phew…
Been playing Granado Espada non stop! Hahaha… And also KoC and Tribal Wars online… These three games are the highlight of my holidays! XD

Anw… Nothing much lately. Hmmm… Let’s see…. I need to buy gifts for someone’s b’day… I need to think of something sweet to say for another one’s b’day… I need to find a good job, most prob giving tuition. And then I have to pay all the sins that I’ve done to my stomach for not feeding it well! Hahaha! Well, tmr I’m off to steamboat with my cellgroup! Time to eat up I guess.. =P

I’m really thinking of buying myself specs… and this is not the first time I mentioned it I know…

Anw! Lets talk about games.
For me, games can really distract me from any feelings of being troubled or any unsettled thoughts! But it also gave me no progress in life. Hahaha! I mean, I could’ve used my time for something a lot, I mean A LOT better. I know that! But that’s why I told you that games can really EAT someone. I’m a victim, I confess. =P

Hmm… but thinking about it, anything can eat you up! Anything excessive and anything you’re addicted to! Well, it might not be anything bad at all! Work… Studies… even eating can eat u up! Hahaha. Well basically u know what I mean… ;)
Like what I’ve always been thought… BALANCE is the most important…

Nothing much to say. Hahaha! Bye world! God Bless! ;)

Tuesday Til Today

Well, some say one of the ways not to be drifted into your deep thoughts is by thinking about something else.

Let’s start from Tuesday.

Slept at 2am and woke up at 8 plus. I was supposed to be in school by 9am for the PACESetters “second interview”. Why I put inverted commas? Coz it feels more like an orientation to me. Hahaha. It was just a time of fun and meeting new friends. Well, they say that it’s some kinda’ interview coz they’ll be looking at our leadership skills and teamwork. Well, I guess it went pretty well and I enjoyed myself. Met new cool n fun friends too. ;)

I dragged myself out of the bed and left house around 8.50am and reached school somewhere around 9.03am… thank God they weren’t that strict. For all I know they may not accept me for even being one minute late! I was terrified by the thought of it.

After I went back home, Jin Sheng called me and asked me if I can pass him my bass. He needs it for a tryout at the Children Church. All the best to you bro! =)

Well, honestly I was reluctant to lend my bass to anybody, coz I did so to one of my friend that was having a competition and when I had it back, behold there was horrible scratches on one part of my bass. He told me he didn’t know how it happened. All I know was that my bass didn’t have those before I lend it to him. Well, I’m not angry or anything, but it just came to me that no other people can love my stuffs as much as I do.

I carried with me the bra and the long skirt that I used for the belly dancing skit and went to the dry cleaning at Tampinese Mall. It cost FORTY friggin’ bucks. Called Ashwin and he said nvm la, just pay, we’ll divide the cost among the group member. Hahaha. Oh well…

Journeyed back to school and waited for Cleo to finish her dance class. She said she’ll be out by 7.30. I reached school at 7.20 and waited… waited… waited… smsed her at 8 and her reply made me damn pissed and I just wanted to go home and forget about meeting her. But well, I kept my cool and she finally came out at 8.40. At least she said sorry.

Went to Bedok to we ate our dinner there and talked about some stuffs. Just catch up and chat about things. Broke one part of my sandals too. I was very sad but I glued it together already. =P

After aunt May sent me home I went online, played a couple of songs and went straight to bed.

Wednesday.

Woke up early and met Ruben at his place. Chill around and play some songs before we went to eat roast pork nearby at 11am. Went to cut hair at super cuts. We had a deal of cutting for two person at a price of one. It’s Singtel’s subscriber’s birthday gift thingy la…

Met my classmates at school around 2pm. Just chill there, played the guitar, chat around and stuff. We were planning to go watch movie though, but after I received sms from my grandma, I thought to myself, forget it la. So I went home and my friends went to watch fantastic 4. it was around 5pm. I hated it when stuffs went wrong all of a sudden like this. So I just went to bed and forget about all this.

Woke up at 9pm and read a couple of smses. One of them were from Cleo and she said “Tob, kol me.”. It was sent 6.40 pm. So I went to call her and she said they were celebrating Ruben’s, Clive’s and Phoebe’s b’day at her house and she asked me why did I not call? So I said I was asleep and asked her the same question, why didn’t she call me? She said she thought I was busy.

Well, I don’t want to elaborate on how I took it, but basically yesterday was not my day. Hahaha. So I got changed to my singlet and shorts and went outside with my laptop to have dinner nearby. I went online and loaded some anime to watch at home. But the laptop’s batt was low and so I gotta leave the place and went home.

The connection got worse at home so I gave up loading animes… so I just went and installed Red Alert 2 and start playing a few missions. Afterwards I checked the connection once again and this time it was good! So I went to crunchyroll.com again and loaded the animes. It worked very well! Watched til episode 6 of the anime and went to bed at 6am.

Thursday/Today.

Woke up at 1pm and went to school to pass Vivian my extra earpiece. The one that she had was half spoiled (as in, only one side of the earpiece can produce any sound) and just happens that I have two extra. Lend her four of my anime and games songs too. Oh btw, Vivian is a girl I met during the PACESetters 2nd interview. She’s a fun girl to be with. ;)

So I went to Bedok and had my lunch at 2.50pm. Went to City Hall and reach around 3.30. Went to Raffles Hotel and they said that I’ll need to come back on the 28th for the job interview. I was informed that I can go straight ahead but looks like things didn’t go the way I thought it would.

Went to check out banquet. Called them and said they’ll be open til 4.30 for part-time job application. Reached at 4 at the friggin’ guard told me that they’re closed. Went to call the lady again and she said, oh, please come back tomorrow or any other weekdays, today we’re closed coz I’ll be having a meeting later on…. Total waste of time la….

So, now I’m lazing around at Marina Square starbuckz writing this long entry. This is boring man… I’m gonna make a move.

So!
I went to pasir ris to settle some stuffs and now I’m at home! I played Red Alert for about two hours at Marina Square Starbuckz just now. Hahaha. It was pretty fun.
Anw, there’s nothing interesting to write this time around. Wanted to write another… nvm. Hahaha. GNITE WORLD!

More Picz!

Heyheyz! TIme for more picz! Enjoy! ;)


Believe it or not, Erika's holding Sky's head and Hui Peng's head is also on the table. Ewww... Early Halloween...

Don't ask me, I have no idea what he's doing... =P

Such a romantic evening for two pairs of lovebirds... X)


Writing a love letter to someone beside you can be a bit romantic also.


Laptop, laptop, laptop, bag, laptop... I wonder if Yi Zhi's bag's actually a monitor?


Illusions of studies.

Yi Zhi's winning! Beng: "Aiya, give chance la."


The enlightened one.


Spotlight on Hui Peng! Woot!


Chillin' on the floor just outside class... how better can it get, man?


Mel: "How dare him kick me out of class?!"

Whoa, this is somewhat a bit scary la... =P


"When our eyes meet." XD


Depicts the hardwork of FBI C185 students.

The guy who claims to be the nipple-pinching a bit tanned INTSU President: "DIE!!"

Ernie: "Yay! Guitar!"



Alvin's wondering how the part below the blue shirt looks like.


Ah Beng's school uniform.


Looking to the horizon. ;)


Sick guy. You notice he's holding something with his left hand??


Academy award winner for Best Picture!

Update!!

By request of the pretty and sexy Piao Xue, I shall update! Hahaha.

U know what? I got so much I wanna say that I don’t know where to start! Hahaha.

Well, maybe lets talk about some highlights of the last one week.

TERM TEST CHEATED MY FEELINGS! My gosh, I can’t believe how unreasonably inconsiderate the term test is… I have feelings also ok!? And term test hurt me big time. So in-human. U see, the first day I was feeling happy coz the paper was not bad. Second day I got really exited coz I know how to do the whole thing. Third day I was like, “shit…” Fourth day I went, “damn it…” Final day it made me go, “***CENSORED***”

Sigh… oh well… it’s over now!

Afterwards my class went for a class outing. We went east coast! It was a great day! Afterwards we played pool. And I went on my knees in front of Hui Peng and asked her, “Hui Peng, will u be my girlfriend?” And she was like stunned and laughing and like, what the? But in the end she just said, “no”.
Then I act damn sad la. Got rejected sia. Then after a few hits at the pool table, I went back to kneel infront of Hui Peng, but this time Erika said, “eh say loudly la!”
So I was like, “HUI PEENGG!!”
And her reaction damn cute la. She was like covering her ears and just went “waaaa!!” XD
The second time and third time she did the same reaction every time I shout her name. Hahaha. It was enjoyment to the soul, I tell u.

Anw.

Now’s school holidays… don’t have much plans.

As I told you, so much to say I don’t know what to write. Hahaha.

Well, It’s a very sad feeling when the only one that really knows who I am starts to get pretty far away from me. Not really physically far away, if u know what I mean.
I still find it very hard to really open up. I don’t want sympathy, but I want to have friends that can see me inside out. But well, maybe the problem is also me myself. How can I get one when I don’t even wanna be open? Hahaha, silly, right?

Hmmm… I wonder how many people wanted the same thing I want but face the same problem I have?

Cracking lame jokes, being irritating at times, being loud and do funny stuffs, it’s fun – just things I do to distract myself. =)

Sun rises on the horizon
Light shines in from my window
Thinking of a good reason
Why had you become my shadow

The clock ticks and the day moves on
But it was silence I was dwelling on
As conversations went and passed me by
With your whispers so far away

Evening came and the stars filled the sky
The winds blew and the trees swayOpening my hands outstretched
Longing for your hands untouched

Memories as a poem I write
Written on the pages of my heart
Stories only my soul can recite
You are the only one in my heart

A poem I just wrote for anonymous written out of an inspiration. =P