Dreams and memories.

If you see my last post, I was trying to act smart and guess the future. Hahaha. As I thought it would be: it’s not what I had expected. =P

So, I woke up at 9, met Shawn and went to gym, ate lunch with him and got home. I was about to take a nap when suddenly Wyelin called me. When she heard my sleepy tone, she just laughed and asked me whether I just woke up or what. Lol, didn’t have time to properly explain my morning but after a while she just mentioned, “I’m free now.” And I thought to myself for a few seconds, what does she mean by that? And it struck me that we have always wanted a guitar lesson session but it hasn’t came to pass for months! Hahaha.

So I went to met her and gave her some basic lesson. She learned fast! I was impressed. Maybe it’s because the will to learn and the interest. If she were one of those kind of people that wanted to learn casually and stuff, I don’t think she’ll catch everything that fast. Yeap, and I’ll be trusting my guitar in her hands! Hahaha, I was thinking before I left my house that day, why on Earth would I just leave my guitar to rot for one whole month? Might as well put it in the hands of someone who needs it and who I can trust! Hahaha. I’ll be passing my bass to Jin Sheng also. =)

After svc I went to eat with the Indo, 5 of them, 6 including me! We ate a very “luxurious” food at East Coast Lagoon! Omg, I was the BEST! The food was excellent and each of us only needs to pay 13 buckz! And we had a great time joking around and laughing our night away… we ate for an hour and chat for TWO hours! I’m not joking… and we also share some ghost stories… It was really freaky coz the stories are about our OWN experiences, so it was very real. ;)

Went to Imanuel’s house with them, and stayed over there for the night. Reach home slightly before mid night and played Ragnarok Online Private Server til 7am. Yep, seven in the morning. I was the last to sleep coz everyone gave up and went to bed long before me. Hahaha. Woke up at 1pm, ate, played for an hour and sleep again. Woke up at 6pm today! Rushed home and got changed, reach Cleo’s at 7.15pm and had our practice for the performance at the mental home. =)

It was great! We’re gonna play Sweet Child O Mine! Hahaha. Went to Mandarin Gardens and here I am! Writing this entry. =)

I just want to throw the night away with ease. U know, chill, relax, cool my mind. It has been strenuous these past few days. Was really… struggling…
But now I just want to have a blissful moment for myself. =)
Not to mention that my grandma forwarded and sms that she received from her husband (ya la, my grandpa. Xp) that says that he had a terrible dream. He said he saw Bless, my lil bro, died. Or, he said, it could be me also. He said don’t be reluctant to change the ticket date if we want to coz maybe he’s afraid that I’ll get into a plane accident.

Well, that kind of sms would definitely disturb me! But my grandma sent that so that I’m aware and keep praying for safety. Yeap, couldn’t just ignore those kind of sms ok. So I prayed and God gave me peace, so, no worries. =)

It’s a beautiful night tonight. I can see Orion’s Belt (the three stars that are aligned next to each other) for the first time again in a long time! And the brightness of the moon, in a shape of a dragon’s eye, reminds me of the book Eragon. Yep, if you didn’t know, I have a deep and special liking for dragons. They have been my favorite mystical creatures. =)

I miss some people and the time we used to have. Funny how we say that we’ll cherish and remember the times we shared, with whoever, when what happen is that we got drowned in our own memory and began our wishful thinking of the old times. Wanting it back, and hurting our conscience to be confronted by the truth that it was lost and it has passed. Things had changed and we can’t get them back. That was all that was left of it – memories.


Hey, just remembered that just now Wei Hao from Catherine's CG called me and asked me if I want to consider joining children's church band - they need a bassist! I told him that I’ll be going back Indo til April! So I may be available by then only. So he said, ok, pray about it and let him know once I’m back in Singapore. After ten minutes or so, before I even prayed about it, something in me just tugged and said, no, I don’t want to distract myself from my own band. I love my band, and though this will give me opportunity to go deeper in music ministry, I don’t think I want it.

Anw, I had nothing to do so I drew my friend's picture as I promised her.


Nice? =)
Used a 4B pencil for two hours. It’s my first serious portrait drawing, coz as u guys should know, my art is a very different kind of art. I struggle when I draw people! But looks like this is a challenge overcame by me. =)