Can’t sleep yesterday. Felt quite tired when I woke up at 8.30. U know how it feels when u don’t have a good sleep and u kept on waking up during your sleep. Well, I think I might really go JC. But ok, let me be honest now to all of u, I think I can stretch myself to study and do well for A levels, but I’m not sure if I can cope with seeing nerds all over me! Hahaha. No offense guys, I’m not saying that all JC students are nerds, and so far all my friends in JC are all cool peeps, but c’mon, u can see the high density of nerds in JC, can’t you? Hahaha.
Well, I’m sure there’s something I can learn from them. And I gotta learn to accept that they may not be as open as Poly ppl. Yes, I may sound cocky but u should know, that I’m NOT a studying person! Hahaha. And it gives me the horror to imagine myself being a book-worm for two years. But well, I wanna get my education over and done with, so that’s why I chose this path. And I’m really believing for a miracle for my University entry. Coz my family simply couldn’t afford it. But in two years, lots of things can happen. =)
Sigh, what a change in my course of life… I’ve been imagining myself going thru Poly, enjoy what I like to do – which is design. Gradute and got my diploma, work and earn some money, go to U and SOT… but now it seems like everything is going to turn out so different… I’ll cram my head off for two years and take my A levels, go straight to U (somehow) and graduate with a degree and start my working life. Wow. I don’t know, man…
It’s still not decided 100% in my heart… someone I know please be my schoolmate in JC! Hahaha. That way I can feel better… Tampinese JC I think…
I’m off to prayer meeting. Maybe I’ll write more later. Take care ppl.
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