Love love love.

Slept at 5.20 something. Woke up at 12 plus and just finished bathing. Saw my hand phone with 10 missed calls from Phoebe. She called at 8am. I wonder why?
I called back and she was at the dentist and she said she’ll tell me later. Oh well.

E.C. (my bestie in U.S.) sent me a msg on MSN. I replied and she’s still online… I wonder what time it is there… I think it’s somewhere around 9pm.
She’s sharing with me as I’m writing now about Ferry, my best friend in Bali. The two of them got this love story and it end up quite sad. I knew them since primary 4 and I knew how much Ferry liked her since then. Well, maybe it’s just some monkey love u know when ur a kid that young, but as the years pass by and (by secondary 1 I think she moved to Canada) they met again in Bali, things start to built up u know.
And what do u know, tragedy bestowed upon them. Lol. I made it sound as if one of them died. Hahaha.

Now Ferry is very sad coz they broke up (I don’t wanna go to explicit details coz it’s kinda personal I think for them) and he can’t do anything to be with her again.

It’s very hard for me to see Ferry (he’s really like my own brother and our family knows it. Lol) being so heart broken and I can’t so anything to help him. Sigh.

Tobie: u know, i think i wouldve done the same if i was in his place
Tobie: holding on to the hope that one day i can marry u
Tobie: XD
E.C. : LMFAO
E.C. : WHY ?
E.C. : im not the only fish in the sea...
Tobie: well, if i caught a fish that i always dreamed of and i let it slip away and fall back to the sea, i'll fish for the rest of my life trying to catch the same one

Hahaha, well I know, the phrase “for the rest of my life” is kinda’ exaggerating. But I said that just to tell her how Ferry would’ve felt. I’m not that desperate okay. If I were to tell her my perspective I’ll say: Well, if I caught a fish that I always dreamed of and I let it slip away and fall back to the sea, I’ll go to bed and dream of a different fish. Lol.

Nah, I’m not that bad. But I’m really not in the mood to think about love stuffs. Someone said to me if you love, you’ll let go if the need arises. Just like the Father, because he loves us, he let go of His only Son whom He loves also and let Jesus to die for our sins.
It’s powerful. When love is able and willing let go. I think it’s the ultimate act of love. Sigh. Anyways.

Hey I just got the permission from her to write their story in my blog! Hahaha… nah, I don’t know, it’s kinda’ long story.

Hey gtg. Got 4 more episodes of the Simpsons to watch and then I’m off to church. =)